I’ve misled you, over and again,
Too many times did I give you away…too easily…
And too many times did I get you back, battered and bruised…
Hurt and longing for the real thing.
A real love that brings joy instead of pain,
A love that’s honest, instead of deceitful,
A love that will fight for you instead of letting you go whenever any little thing comes up.
I would like to say it won’t happen again but that’s something I can’t promise…
But I will promise to be more careful, to keep you guarded and safe, to make sure it’s real and that it’s worth it…
For now, you rest.
And my mind is what I’ll rely on…it’s stronger & not as easily fooled.
I’ve heard that love is a bullshit emotion and although you never let me believe it,
I am now a believer.
I apologize to you and hope to never be sorry again.
A mad black woman
If you haven’t seen the movie. Watch it.
If you’ve never felt this way…good for you.
If you have…wake up, stop crying, bump some old school Kelis and do something about it.